the happiest day of my life
all but one had thought
that the happiest day had sprung
thinking that one did to rot

like puking up pastels of rainbows
and sparkle flecks in your eyes
like pumping yourself with smack blows
shaking with fear in lines

the people are tall
like cockroaches they squirm
and i wish to smash them with chucks


but i am very small
and lessons i've learned
just doesn't bring any luck

finding out the worst
like a heavy sleep in her eyes
she waited to take
to take the bait


and underestimating
oh with a final decision
the happiest day of her life
ended with silence and a knife .

random poem i just made up now
tell me if you like it or not .